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Assalammualaikum,

Hi , fik still rasa bersalah n malu sangat dengan bae , fik nak text or call bae pon fik rasa berat hati , fik rasa malu n rasa bersalah sangat dengan bae sebab apa yang fik buat tu . Serious fik still salahkan diri fik . Everyday fik akan fikir why i do that why why why !! Now u get hurt by urself fik . Serve ur  right . . Setiap malam rasa sedih then tido awal . Sebab rasa bersalah tu still tak hilang lagi and malu atas diri sendiri . . What should i do ? Help me ... i dont want lose my lovely person because the stupid things that i made to him . . Please ! I want who am i before this . . 😔 if boleh putarkan masa tu balik , fik nak jadi diri fik yang dulu . . 😔 Bae . Please forgive me . I try to change myself like u want . Please dont ever leave me ... im begging you .. i know its all my fault . I made you fade up with me . I hope u not fade up with me anymore . .  I try to make u happy when u with me . I try my hest bae . 😔😔